Fuck It I'm 50

365 Days of Being 50

A Weekend of Parties and People

And I am freaked out about this week and so dog tired all I want to do is pull some food out of the fridge and plop in front of the TV. That’s all I’ve wanted to do all day.

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Opps

It really got too late to say anything of note. Again.

And so I may just leave it at this. It is 2:05, it was only meant to be a one hour producers meeting that just ended about an hour ago.

And that was from 5-6.

All good news, and I am so ready to put face to pillow it hurts.

I do need to say that scouting the de Young for the shoot this coming week today was amazing and scary.

Everything is kind of scary right now.

Happy Sunday and see you tomorrow with likely less inspired pictures.

No click link to full story, cause this is all there is  there a’int  no more, this is all there is there a’int no more.

Posting Early and Now Late

But more confused than ever.

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Raining Again

I’ve had kind of an awful day. Productive, but lost. Feel like I may be coming down with something, hot and cold all day, but really I think it’s all in my head, (but I often think that with colds and flu because I don’t believe my treacherous body or mind and then I’m wrong and I collapse like a rag doll, hating and doubting the meaning of existence.)

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Who Is This Blog For?

I don’t even like blogs, the name blog, the idea of blogging, and I do not identify as a blogger.

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How SF, (or maybe what a cheater)

Today I am posting pictures I took yesterday, and now, that I look at them, exemplify my neighborhood.

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Making Art is Hard

It really is. Jokes aside. Generally it marginalizes you economically. It forces you to creep out to the edges of your imagination and psyche, and insists that you try untried things and ask unasked and often unanswerable questions. It can make a fool of you and it can allow you to transcend with a vision that everyone else sees and has heart connection to. It can get you called stupid and misguided, and it can get you called a genius.

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