End
Of November and other things too.
It has been blowing like hell out there. And today felt better.
I have no heart for this. I just want to space out and watch a movie. But if I do this, post my pictures, and make dinner then I can watch that movie and feel OK about myself in the morning.
I keep thinking of the get of jail free card I hold about writing this interminable blog. And maybe I’ll use it soon.
Lee and I just had our last meal here before he leaves. I cried and cried, after being all cooking and collected.
