Fuck It I'm 50

…of January.

Woke up that way, still that way, might go to bed that way.

Things are Ok, better, not great, but really Ok.

I dedicate this post to Anh, my behind the scenes tech guru, birthday brother, dear friend who has informed me that he has fixed the blog so that when you read a blog with a specific date you go to go to a matched picture in the ilog, or picture blog, on the same date [...]

Argh! What a day. And it’s 11:33 and I just got in from doing a mutual work-in-progress review with my fellow doc maker and co-worker/boss at City College, Lidia. And I gotta get up at 6ish, so I am really going to try to keep this short.

Woke up with the dread, but as the day went on the old comfy feeling of buoyancy and optimism started to flow through me.

And that is I really under perform around certain personality types.