Fuck It I'm 50

…for the first time since Lee and I broke up, and I am not sure why.

And you really couldn’t tell here in San Francisco. We went from the predicable fog, to partial sunshine, to whipping winds, to a few hours of soft warm breezes, back to fog and cold.

And back to my focus.

My sister says I always let myself off the hook with my postings, which came as a sad surprise because firstly I fear criticism from my her, someone I do crave acceptance from, but also that I have gotten so much of a different message from my Californian family. As I told her, I have [...]

Is why I missed my posting deadline last night.

I don’t even know where to begin. I named this Document 80 because I leave my computer on and this is the 80th word doc I have created since I last re-launched my laptop. I am amazed at how many documents I create, have created, and continue to create with my fucking gimp hand.

And so are we.